Smiling Again

I dressed you in her clothes, now drive me away...


Hey ya'll...don't get down...
Heh, so lemme give you an update blogger, an update never to be missed
My story that I want to publish is half ways done. Will be posting that to lulu.com
My friends are coming and going, I think @ this time next year I'll be somewhere far and that's good.
I am really starting to learn piano, one thing I most certainly regret from childhood, not having a music performance background
Goals for this next upcoming year, get to a NIN show for sure, Trent has been doing so many side projects and business he needs to show his fans a night out and then later he can come up for coffee....(ahem)

anyways,

Since I've moved up to St.Cloud I've made some new friends and it feels good to actually be in something than I enjoy as well as a dozen more people also enjoy; that's the one thing your counselors and whatnot never tell you, they wanna harp degrees and money, but really once one gets into the college scene it's all about the things you did. The things you expierenced. That's what they leave out.

A nasty habit I gotta break, stop going back to the "ole" corner. Shit that school needs more people. More vibrant people. I know that's selfish and a slight peter pan syndrome thing there, but it's the truth. Like my one friend says "gotta let do their own thing." And I hope and pray they have done just that. I still reminisce about the old days of halos in JR. High, those ones were the best hands down. There was no older authority; only us kids (at the time)

As far as my crew goes, all is well. As of lately I've been reconnecting with a old friend of mind. He used to undermind me, and I know why. Any other person would decide to basically give the "fuck you buddy" thing or anything of the sort. However as this may be, I decided "shit we got history." and there's way to little time to be mad, I mean the reality of it I'm being the selfish one.

Roomy life = goddamn

Music lately been listening to: Baroque theme pieces. Lately I've been going back in time, to get a fancy for my taste so to say. Something about the Baroque period is just something out of this world, to me at least, baroque art especially. Aside from that I've really been reading about Deftones' new album production process, I mean when I'm reading about this, I'm like REALLY getting into this. Something about Chino lyrics...they move me in ways unimaginable. Sure most of em are about girls and whatnot but Idk if the music or what it is...I'M HOOKED! Radiohead's new album, every morning I wake up I blast "Weird Fishes/Arpeggi" and cook up some breakfast, it is the perfect morning music. Liars, A7X new album, Deftones Live in Hawaii (fuckin hard to find mind you!) and the complete TOOLOGY.

Rock Band is coming out in two weeks....and IT"S GONNA BE THIE SHIT!!!! A. IT HAS "THE HAND THAT FEEDS" AS A TRACK. 2) DRUMS & MIC C'MON NOW!!! and the list goes on...

.....it's hella sensitive

Anyways, this is getting to be quite tiresome, I'm off to the lands of Hesperia, and lemme tell you this...

"you're like that when you pull heart back; I guess I'll call you when I get back, but don't speak! Don't say nothing! In case we ever do meet again!"

bye gang