Striding Towards Destruction

I walk forth.
Blindly forth.
Into a mass of mayhem & self-destruction.
I am...
Consumed.
Blind.
Turned Vile.
Suaded.
Hated.
I look at whats in front of me.
They stand and scream my name.
I walk through them.
Ignoring them.
I'm about to reach my self-detonation.
But I hear an old voice.
I turn and see.
I instantly turn and run past the ones I walked through.
I stumble along the way and scream "WAIT! NO DON'T GO!"
The familiar shadow-voiced figure is gone.
I fall to the ground, right on my knees.
I look away towards the ground, tears coming down my face.
The sky turns black.
The stars are burning in the sky's darkness.
I stay there under the dark sky.
With my pain.
Saying "Once again...."