Part Uno

The buildings and skies were grey. This was war. The entire strip was on fire. The sand on the beaches had turned to a mixture of gray and green. The oceans became a toxic soup for all sea life. This world was a warzone. Policital struggles were just a small contributer to this wreck. The polar ice caps had melted some time ago. We should do what we always do when things come to a extreme end. They load on the material into a shuttle bound for space and then detonate from remote control. However it may have seemed like a good idea. The situations with foriegn countries were peaking. World War III seemed like it was on the horizon. To top it all, from collaborations of hazardous material that had exploded in space, had collected. From top astronomists from the globe, the exploded material was enroute to intercept Earth. This comet some say was work of god.

This is hell on earth.

Weeks before the polar ice caps had melted some homeless people I had encountered on the streets were saying "Beware the water." "Do you like the way the water tastes?" I was oblivious to what they meant. Had these people know all along about the world going to shit? I wouldn't know. On my daily route to work, I always stop by to check on my friend Josh. Josh usually would give me some good gossip on things in the local area. Sometimes he would tell me about drug deals that would be going down and he'd see if he could get in the score. Girls that split with their boyfriends. New jobs, sports, food card discounts, cars, anything this guy could talk your ear off.

"Hey Josh, how are ya doin?"
"You crazy fuck, wait till you hear this!"
"What's up?" Josh motioned me to sit down in his little patio porch. Josh's patio was nice. Made from oak, really hard shit. Expensive too in this day and age. Josh's patio reminded me of like a mob meeting place or something. Just the way of he talked always reminded me of a mob guy, even though I knew damn well this guy did nothing. Josh lived on his own and he liked it like that. Money was never a real problem for him. Before the stock market crisis of 34' his parents had invested a ton of money into a trust account for him. After several account matuarations he was well made.

"Have a fuckin sit you whore!"
"Ok ok, jeez what's the big deal?"
"Well do you remember that incident that happened with the middle east, the one with the discovery of the madagratze?"
"Yeah what about it?"
"Well I guess on the news today, the middle east has collaborated with russia and you know what that means."
"Oh jesus, that means it's pretty much us and them, I mean espeically with every other country with their own civil wars and epidemics. There's no way they'd get involved even if every fat fuck politiican wanted to. They just can't."
"Exactly, and I've been thinking lately..."
"Oh yeah about what?"
"Well I mean with this new update, and the majority of homeless people chanting 'beware the water' and shit like that; I wonder if they know something?"
"Well what's going on with the capital? I mean did they respond at all to this?"
"Oh come on you know how every little threat is thrown at our government."
"Let me guess there was a "no worry" speech on T.V. and the big guy has decided that we will welcome any danger and go face it because we are supreme?
"Well you pretty much hit the nail on the head there buddy."
"Heh whaddya expect out of our own government." I said

The clock rang three bells and I had totally forgotten about work. "Shit! Josh I gotta catch ya later man! I'm late for work!"
"Ok well you stop by later and just maybe we'll burn our nation's flag heh?"
"(laughs) right on! later alligator!"

I exited his patio door and walked out onto the streets. These streets never changed. It's as if there was always the same amount of trash. The same amount of business suits walking. The same amount of young adults walking down the streets. The same couples holding hands walking down the avenue. Like everything was in a timeless era. I started up the street. I worked at multi-business orientated building approximately 50 stories high. The front entrace hall was always littered with homeless. It was so annoying. I worked on all the floors. I was a mail carrier. I delivered everywhere in the building. There was a team of us. Each of us would be assigned a section to the building with our totes and letters that had already been sorted out. The front entrance man was a sterotypical security guard. Tall, bald, and spoke in monotone. "Good afternoon Ma.." "Sorry Steve, I gotta get down there and clock in I'm runnin late!" "Oh I know how that goes." I opened the door labeled "Employees Only" and thats when it happened. The ground shook violently and the lights went out for a second only to be returned with the emergency power. Another violent shake happened and threw me down on my back. The windows outside showed people falling to ground. Another shake happened and then I finally saw what these shakes were. They were bombs falling from the skies. People were being thrown from these explosions that were closed to them. I put my hands the ground and pushed myself up. Upon standing, a sudden alarm was heard and the emergency lights were flashing maroon. "Code maroon, we're under terroistic attack." They taught you this kinda shit just so you know. One less person that is running around in complete pandemonium. At least that's the way I looked at it. I started thinking about those people upstairs. I needed to see what was happening outside. I ran around a hoarde of crying people in the lobby area and pushed the doors open. I looked left and right and saw people lying the streets. Bombs were still hitting the ground, I could feel them. I looked up and saw my building on fire. It was as if someone took a rifle and fired quail shot and this building. I ran back inside the building. Steve ran to me and shouted "We're under attack, according to the folks on the west coast they're fucked like us. Every major city is being bombed like this!!"
"Even the midwest?" I asked. "Yeah!" That's when I fell to the ground and I stayed down. And that's the last thing I remember.

I opened my eyes. The place was quiet. I moved my head around. Steve was gone. I tried to get up when suddenly three men in chemical suits came in and exclaimed "Don't Move!"

To Be Continued...

Mu

Mr. Shiver I'm glad you sent a line.
Euphoria's endearing.
But it's cold,
We might as well retire.
To the drawer where all used things resign.

Mr. shiver, in the river,
You were sold.
You were told.
I do, I do.
If we make it over the mountain.

Dressed in leather, red ball and vault attire;
The most ironic place to be is easy...
Between my finger and the blade, right before I let the used resign.

Mr. shiver, in the river,
You were sold.
You were told.
I do, I do.
If we make it over the mountain.

You might lose the one you choose.
You might lose who won you times ten.

Past to Next

These past months I have got to meet you and all of your worth.
These past months I have seen a lot in you.
These past months have been awesome to know you.
These past months have been confusing for me.

So ya know...

For the next months, I hope we do meet again
Because it's so sweet to see you.
You make my heart jump in every which way
For the next months, maybe we'll hang out.
For the next months, we'll help each other out I know.

I don't want to forget about the fun times.
And for god's sake, I don't want to let things fall to shambles

Because I'm not all that special and I need someone who lets me know I am.

So I'll come right out and say it, I'm glad to have met you and all your ways.

....Will Return At.....

On Thursday, July 5th, I will be chaperoning for a group of kids that have signed up for the UNITY conference in Oklahoma City.

(I hope our hotel won't blow up)...

(its a bad joke i know...)

Anyways, I have finally turned the age of 18. And on that day signifies my acceptance among other members of the Upper Sioux Community. Which not only means I can vote, buy porn, buy cigs, and gamble; but I also receive money every month.

What have I done with my first payment you ask?

Well besides buying assloads of cds...

I bought:
An HD DVD Player
Assload of HD DVD's
THE DARKNESS (BADASS VIDEO GAME!!! FAVORITE)
The occasional hooker here and there
And I have started to take deep appreciation for Roulette.

Any other machine I've played it often just takes your money and thats it. Whereas Roulette will give you suspense, heartache, and joy all with in one spin. Damn what a fine game it is. Besides the video chick attendant is pretty hot.....(yeah you know what i mean!)

So I will post any crazy stories about me getting ice @ 4 in the morning only to be greeted by Norm Macdonald and I will then after 12 minutes of meeting Norm be greeted by Amanda Harris and then eating White Castle with these two....oh how I can wish...

I'll be back around the 11th.

As they say in Dakota...

Toksta! (Later!)

Missing you already,

The Dignified Doppleganger

Manwhores Delux (courtesy of CNN)

Don't believe the "nervousness" from Radcliffe I'd say, two things: A. He is Harry Potter B. He is a goddamn celebrity. Shame I say. Shame & guilt....

TOKYO, Japan (AP) -- First kisses can be tricky. Even for Harry Potter.

Daniel Radcliffe, in Tokyo for the world premiere of the latest Harry Potter movie, said it took a few takes to overcome the nerves of getting the young wizard through his first on-screen kiss.

And even then, he didn't really feel the magic.

"When we started it, we were both a bit nervous," Radcliffe said at a news conference Friday.

"But after the first few takes, it was sort of like any other scene, which is never really what people want to hear. It doesn't really feel any different, because you are still acting."

In "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix," the latest instalment in the megahit series based on J.K. Rowling's books, Harry comes of age and has his first on-screen kiss, with longtime crush Cho Chang, played by Katie Leung.

It was a big moment for Harry -- if not for Radcliffe.

Producer David Heyman said director David Yates cleared the set to create more intimacy for the scene and the crew crowded around a monitor to watch.

"The makeup artist, who's known Daniel really well from the age of 10, she shed a tear," Heyman said. "For me, it was quite moving."

"Order of the Phoenix" opens in the United States on July 11 and in Britain the next day.

Radcliffe said Japan was a natural place for the world premiere -- probably half of their fan mail comes from Japan, he said, and the hundreds of thousands of letters they receive are "beautifully presented."

"We once got a gift which I didn't quite understand," Radcliffe said. "It was a sort of big ear."

The movie opens as Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry is undergoing a gradual takeover by the bureaucratic Ministry of Magic and its emissary, Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher Dolores Umbridge (Imelda Staunton).

A sense of impending doom is heightened by a series of nightmares that link Harry ever more closely to the devilish Voldemort.

The next Harry-related frenzy will be the publication of the seventh and final book, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," on July 21.

The first Harry Potter movie was released in 2001. Radcliffe and co-stars Emma Watson and Rupert Grint, who play Harry's friends Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley, have been at the center of the Potter storm for almost half their lives.

All three stars have signed up for the final two Potter films.

In the next film, it will be Ron Weasley's character, played by Rupert Grint, who will be doing most of the kissing. Auditions for the role of his kissing co-star Lavender Brown are currently being held in London.

The Harry Potter books have been translated into 65 languages and sold more than 325 million copies since the first volume, "Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone," was published in 1997. The book was published in the United States with the title "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone."

Week

HAHAHAHAHAHA That's the crazy shinadigans I've ever heard about Chris Benoit. For those who don't know him. He is a Canadian Pro Wrestler. Damn Canadians.....

However...

For the past three days, two compadres and myself have been cleaning the shit out of my basement. It's been one long struggle. It didn't get too horrific until we looked above us...Never in my life, I've seen so many spiders. It was almost like Lord of The Rings, Shelob and all....

But now that is over and done

You Know Who You Aren't

YOu.

I don't know why yoU do it. Why you waste time.
Why you try to find deepeR meaNing in the word wAste.

Waste - Verb, Noun, Adjective.....etc.

You poison the waters we drink. You bait every hook. You Know so littlE.
When times change you are like a two Dollar whore. Stay for the night, but gone in the morning and you've found someone new to cling onto. When philosophy takes a back seat sliDe is it reAlly a magical line? Or is it personal satisfaction of viewing human interaction? Am I and those you know a reality T.V. show for you? Does 139 minutes (give or take with credits) change your life? Well by the time you're done reading this I will have at least suprised you in some way. You can say you saw my bluff, but know this. Sooner or later they'll be throwin quarters at you on stage. You can keep your arrogant high horse, you can keep your strive for originality, you can keep your fucking habits, and go find a new dark hole to crawl in. You can find new people to infect.

For these are new times, when people change over time. (not in a few words conversation)


You never knew me, you blast all of my friends you rumormonger.
You constantly compare your ego to others and boast yourself up for nothing.
You think you're so cool?
Keep going and you'll see.

Leave me alone.

I don't wanna waste anymore time with you.

"Guys, guess what I just heard....Buddy Guy, it's great stuff." - (YND)

The rest of us stare in silence....

I'll teach you to calm down.

You'll teach me to come out of my shell.

For these future times; please remember who we are.

And for all we stand; having confidence is what makes us strong.

Take away this space and it's just you and I.



Here I am revealed; there you are calm.

Let's go.

Upcoming

Resident Evil: Extinction RELEASE DATE: September 21st 2007


My thoughts:
Well I will be honest I have been a hardcore Resident Evil fan since way back to the days of Resident Evil for Playstation featuring Chris Redfield on the front with a shotgun in hand all the way till the revoluntionary and ground breaking Resident Evil 4. I also made character charts from all the games and have also mapped out all their characters. I thoroughly enjoy all the Resident Evil games except for Resident Evil Outbreak and Resident Evil Survivor and Resident Evil Dead Aim. The following games really were just more or less like "Hey lets make more money by having suckers buy our product just because it has some zombies in it." I'm sorry the main Resident Evil games always uncovered a bit more of the mysterious Umbrella Corporation and all of its secrets; whereas "those I don't speak of" are BS games.

Anyways, I have also read all of the books associated with the main story of the Resident Evil series and I have enjoyed all of them. My favorite though has to be "Resident Evil: Nemesis" So good.

Now my thoughts on the movies....
The Resident Evil movies have always been a bit off base from the original story line of the video games. I enjoyed them but they are always times where I would like to see more revealing storyline and who is to blame for the first two movies. Goddamn Paul S. Anderson. That man has screwed up two video game franchises I highly enjoy. He messed up Aliens Vs. Predator and Resident Evil/Resident Evil: Apocalypse. If he ever goes near the Metal Gear Solid franchise or Final Fantasy or any other highly acclaimed video game franchise I will....ugh.......

But then again beggars can't be choosers....

Since now for the time being I can only access blogger through when my coworkers eyes are fixated on their screens my posts could be limited for awhile

But sooner or later, I'll be ranting on Metal Gear Solid, Chrono Trigger, and other video game franchises that captured thousands....

Discovering Antechamber #23

I want to sleep if you are awake
Still making believe that you aren't at all crazy
And if you don't believe I think you should
You make me so proud

Still you love to think you have always been this way
Well I'd love to think you will someday feel the same

You wait, I'll wait
I'll lie awake for you

I'll cut your armies down, and turn your heart!!!

You wait, I'll wait
I'll fly away
I'll break

DEFTONES! (continued)

Last Night:

I FINALLY SAW DEFTONES!!!

4 Years in the making....

But anyways, yeah shizite it was great.

Some how some way I got up in the 21+ area and all I have to say about the chicks is hot damn.....hot daaammmn (chris tucker style)

Fall of Troy's singer/guitarist was how should I say a bit loose? His left leg kept flailing in all sorts of ways but his body remained the same. Dir En Grey were up to their usual antics. Deftones opened up with "Passenger" and the entire time Chino & Crew had the stage I was so stoked. Deftones played almost all of "Around the Fur" and most of "Adrenaline." They also played a few good hits off of "White Pony" like "Digital Bath" and "Back to School." Chino rejuvenated me by stating these simple words "This is [When Girls Telephone Boys]" Which then lead to the Deftones to play most of their self titled album "Deftones" (my favorite).
Goddamn it was a good show. (I wish they would have played "Hexagram"....)
Deftones also rocked the house with a lot of songs of their latest "Saturday Night Wrist" The few they played were "Cherry Waves", "Hole in The Earth", "Rats!Rats!Rats!", and "Beware."

I also got two new shirts.

But in other news, "Do penguins practice the missionary position or do they pull a Gary Coleman?"

Inverse B & E

Beginnings could be the start of a never ending pain
With thoughts of uncertainty and doubt
One could be clouded for an eternity

Endings could be the most painful thing ever
To let go of something cherished
To never expierence happiness ever again

B & E

New beginnings are always a bit fearfilled
Thoughts of uncertainty set in; off and on
But the curiosity is what drives you
Into the unknown

Endings are rewarding
It fills you up to the moon
With new thoughts and new ways
Beginnings don't even seem scary

DEFTONES!!

Chino Moreno
Sits sick and tired and lost
But he knows the truth

I'd like to say I've come a long way, from stupid ranting about insanity to story writing (once again and finally!)
The summer of 06 turned me around and I can't be any happier, to my readers I want to say "Thanks for the lessons" To random readers on blogger have fun!

How neat. I'm impressed...
How did you come to be so blessed?
You're a star. You blaze...
Out like a sharp machine...
Like a whale's moan...
Well I'm here if that's what you want

Here we are - You're pins - I'm needles - Let's play...
Here we are - You want this? - Then come on...
Tune out everyone in the crowd because now it's just me and you
Come fall in love with the sound
Make a pact to each other when no one's around
Put the cross between me and you
Who wants to fuck with us now?

Day Abreak

I will count the silence
I will go away

Not any longer, I remember
That you were so different

Take some time
Maybe next time

We'll all go to together
Perhaps even tonight

We've all seen the same face
We've all been hurt
We've all seen the heartache

Now gather me together

And throw me out; because that's just how I am

Maybe we'll go together

Or maybe we're like oil and water

Churning and churning with no result!

I will go away

Earth to Bella

Earth to Bella,
You think you've got it all figured in,
Earth to Bella,
Everything you know is wrong. Well, almost
Earth to Bella,
I've seen when you are not listening
I bear the burden
Of being the voice that lets you know
We all grow old,
And before you swim you gotta be ok to sink.
Earth to Bella,
The world can be an unfriendly place.
So hold your head up
And do your best to save some face.
It's not so hard...
Just undo yourself and see a
Second sun ascend.
I'm ok to sink
ok to sink
I'm ok to sink
ok to sink.

Blvd Knights

>> BLVD. KNIGHTS

with her army complete
she can take me apart off
throught the earth
then back in the car
cause once you begin

your not going to stop
I know how you are
gonna stop
but your not going to stop
gonna stop
I know how you are
oh please

throught the earth
then back in the car
your not going to stop
I know how you are