Aside From...

Aside from my usual poetic/lyrical posts I'd like to keep everyone up to date. From what I just saw my las post was going on about video games and overloading. This is all still true. However I was able to beat Call of Duty, Mass Effect, Assassin's Creed, GH 3 (Expert baby!) Lately I've been slacking in trying to beat my video games, damn them to hell but eh, I got time (hopefully.) All is well in Aeliot land, and I would ask how are things on the west coast? I sure hope your movin fine. Shoot maybe we'll go roaming in the night...Hehe. Haha. Recent cinema I have viewed, We Own The Night - Just awesome. Story was good, only one minor little thing I found wrong with the story/screenplay but otherwise awesome. And besides you get to see Eva Mendes boobie and that's just the thing to see after a hard days work @ the office. BTW I never mentioned my undying love for that show. Great Show, More to come on that. I also acquired A Clockwork Orange, a good view. Blade Runner Pheonominal, just great. Harrison Ford is just amazing anything he touches gold. Metaphorically speaking of course.

Shows - Linkin Park, Lenny Kravitz, Taste of Chaos tour

Shows (that need to come about_
DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES DEFTONES
NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN
Glassjaw
Incubus
Trivium
Cold
Depswa (THEY NEED THAT SECOND ALBUM TO COME OUT DAMMIT!)
H.I.M

More will come about on this later
Au Voire!

Readied

To understand what
I've been given
I'd have to explain the
Unforgiven
So just sit down and listen
Because time begins to slip
When goals begin to lose grip
And that's where I'm different

I'm stuck in position
I'm left; readied
For all that I'm worth
I'd bet it all on you

With all these thoughts
I would've never known
Of what delusion or grandeur
could possibly mean in your complicated obsecurity!
However I believe...

I'm stuck in postion
I'm left; readied
For all that I'm worth
I'd bet it all on you

Let's keep face
Hold with boths hands in grace
Entrused to you
I'm left readied for you

Snow Falling

"Wait."

"I'll..."

"I'll be waiting here..."

...

"I'll be waiting here so, when you're through, we'll go."

Procede to Sword Fight.

Personal affairs don't need air
No sir, none in the slight
So take your awkwardness and keep it to yourself
Please, if not for yourself, for me

(bark bark)
(slap slap)
Deodorant to the head

Vid Game Overload

Ok since September 25th I've been trying so hard to keep up with all my video games. First off, with Halo 3 I beat that game in 6 hours and had all the achievements + some cool videos all within the first week. HYPERPOWER!!! woof! Then after that I proceeded to Jericho, Tony Hawk PG, Guitar Hero III, Call of Duty 4, and just as of today Assassin's Creed.

All of these games are awesome no doubt, but that's just on my 360, on the Wii I still have yet to rebeat RE4. I need to beat Zelda and Metroid Prime 3, and now Mario just came out on that...argh! And I just got Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles today and IT'S SO DAMN GOOD! It has all the original music from the games, it's awesome. It's like an arcade shooter of RE 0, RE 1, and RE 3. The best three of the older style of Resident Evil.

Last but not least, PS3 titles for me include. Ninja Gaiden Sigma (beat it on Xbox The hardest game ever) Lair, a badass dragon game, Heavenly Sword, a god of war esque game, even though I have never played god of war. And I've already beaten resistance. So yeah there ya go.

SOOOO anyways like I was talking with my friend luke, "goddamn I got a lot of shit to do." However, I am glad that I have a lot of video games to play, for like the past 2 years I've had nothing great to play.......

Next week, Mass Effect and Rock Band. I am also planning on getting Tomb Raider Anniversary, Tomb Raider 1 was the very first game I played on a playstation. I remember it quite well, I thought "Oh my god, this is amazing." and that was like 8 years ago.

E Side

3 Sided Face

You walked in my place
Sick and lost, you've no grace
Get out you 3 sided face!

You best learn your place
You 3 sided face!

Smiling Again

I dressed you in her clothes, now drive me away...


Hey ya'll...don't get down...
Heh, so lemme give you an update blogger, an update never to be missed
My story that I want to publish is half ways done. Will be posting that to lulu.com
My friends are coming and going, I think @ this time next year I'll be somewhere far and that's good.
I am really starting to learn piano, one thing I most certainly regret from childhood, not having a music performance background
Goals for this next upcoming year, get to a NIN show for sure, Trent has been doing so many side projects and business he needs to show his fans a night out and then later he can come up for coffee....(ahem)

anyways,

Since I've moved up to St.Cloud I've made some new friends and it feels good to actually be in something than I enjoy as well as a dozen more people also enjoy; that's the one thing your counselors and whatnot never tell you, they wanna harp degrees and money, but really once one gets into the college scene it's all about the things you did. The things you expierenced. That's what they leave out.

A nasty habit I gotta break, stop going back to the "ole" corner. Shit that school needs more people. More vibrant people. I know that's selfish and a slight peter pan syndrome thing there, but it's the truth. Like my one friend says "gotta let do their own thing." And I hope and pray they have done just that. I still reminisce about the old days of halos in JR. High, those ones were the best hands down. There was no older authority; only us kids (at the time)

As far as my crew goes, all is well. As of lately I've been reconnecting with a old friend of mind. He used to undermind me, and I know why. Any other person would decide to basically give the "fuck you buddy" thing or anything of the sort. However as this may be, I decided "shit we got history." and there's way to little time to be mad, I mean the reality of it I'm being the selfish one.

Roomy life = goddamn

Music lately been listening to: Baroque theme pieces. Lately I've been going back in time, to get a fancy for my taste so to say. Something about the Baroque period is just something out of this world, to me at least, baroque art especially. Aside from that I've really been reading about Deftones' new album production process, I mean when I'm reading about this, I'm like REALLY getting into this. Something about Chino lyrics...they move me in ways unimaginable. Sure most of em are about girls and whatnot but Idk if the music or what it is...I'M HOOKED! Radiohead's new album, every morning I wake up I blast "Weird Fishes/Arpeggi" and cook up some breakfast, it is the perfect morning music. Liars, A7X new album, Deftones Live in Hawaii (fuckin hard to find mind you!) and the complete TOOLOGY.

Rock Band is coming out in two weeks....and IT"S GONNA BE THIE SHIT!!!! A. IT HAS "THE HAND THAT FEEDS" AS A TRACK. 2) DRUMS & MIC C'MON NOW!!! and the list goes on...

.....it's hella sensitive

Anyways, this is getting to be quite tiresome, I'm off to the lands of Hesperia, and lemme tell you this...

"you're like that when you pull heart back; I guess I'll call you when I get back, but don't speak! Don't say nothing! In case we ever do meet again!"

bye gang

Nightstand

Momentarily; I'll show this place
It's bare but it's all right
This place will liven up
I swear

You'll stand there, day and night
Caputured in your pose
Oh i'm ready for the catch
I swear

Protected beneathe the glass
You look so fine
The stars greet you every night
I swear

I'm in awe
I remember this spot being bare
But now all I have is thought
And this seems like work
I don't know if I can take the break
Because you're so still and strong
Oh I hope i'm just wrong
Yeah, I'm wrong

These suppliers are on wait
I'm on the take
My heart is not fake
But I fear we aren't on the same page
My habits of obscurity flatter your mentality
With delight and uncertainty

Interlude

This soul grows quick
It matures and wicks
Maybe we'll wick as one
I don't know
Kyla cries Interlude
I say "Why not?"
These delicate matters
Are just ways of notice
This soul will mature
There are lots days
And faith will fight
On ways we look
There are many things we see
Lots of fallen debris
Kyla cries Interlude

Oh Lacey, I think Jupiter is turning
And Mars is on the horizon
Hold onto to these dimensions
I'll show you the depths of my room
I'll show you the depths of my gloom

Sensation creation
This is why I hold you close
C'mon lets go get you some clothes
Because you're certainly far too cold
Lacey, Jupiter is turning
And mars is on the horizion

All this time I finally figured out
That error played its part
And I turned away
Add me to that pile; I'm good for the worth
The moon is rising in me
And Mars is on the horizion

Keep your mind in pieces just in case
You need to hide some lonely parts
So come with me show me your display
of damp that surrounds your blushing ambition

I came across you here in this time
I know I lost you
I came to you
You came to me
Oh you came to me, Lacey

Now times are going fast
Why couldn't it be slow anymore
I'm left on the edge
I'm like broken glass; shattered and viewtiful

Slow maybe too slow
But here comes the moon in orbit with mars
Here's where the real magic is done

And Now I Think

I've seen these marks before
I've been strapped down and sore
I'm quite used to looking face down in the dirt.
I lived there all my life; hoping for something great.
I think I've found it now even though I just turned face up

I've seen these marks before
Now I'm breaking out
Yeah here I go.
And sure who doesn't fall along the way
But what matters is the sites you take in
And the pictures you take
These nights become so late
The faring moon greets you a new

I've seen these marks before
I've been without rest
And now I think I know why
Oh I know why
It's these thoughts that keep me wondering
Of prosperity and uncertainty
And now I'm gone
Hold it until I'm back

It's my thoughts in my head
It's my past that keeps me ahead
But please, you're the only one who can change that
Take me down slowly, I like it that way
And now I think I know why
It's taken me along time
Of these matters of realization and rebellion

But oh those old times when I was face down
They bring me back to where I came
Shown me things in a grey light
And now I'm here; taking in the new sites, thinking head over heels, and now things are surreal

Part Uno

The buildings and skies were grey. This was war. The entire strip was on fire. The sand on the beaches had turned to a mixture of gray and green. The oceans became a toxic soup for all sea life. This world was a warzone. Policital struggles were just a small contributer to this wreck. The polar ice caps had melted some time ago. We should do what we always do when things come to a extreme end. They load on the material into a shuttle bound for space and then detonate from remote control. However it may have seemed like a good idea. The situations with foriegn countries were peaking. World War III seemed like it was on the horizon. To top it all, from collaborations of hazardous material that had exploded in space, had collected. From top astronomists from the globe, the exploded material was enroute to intercept Earth. This comet some say was work of god.

This is hell on earth.

Weeks before the polar ice caps had melted some homeless people I had encountered on the streets were saying "Beware the water." "Do you like the way the water tastes?" I was oblivious to what they meant. Had these people know all along about the world going to shit? I wouldn't know. On my daily route to work, I always stop by to check on my friend Josh. Josh usually would give me some good gossip on things in the local area. Sometimes he would tell me about drug deals that would be going down and he'd see if he could get in the score. Girls that split with their boyfriends. New jobs, sports, food card discounts, cars, anything this guy could talk your ear off.

"Hey Josh, how are ya doin?"
"You crazy fuck, wait till you hear this!"
"What's up?" Josh motioned me to sit down in his little patio porch. Josh's patio was nice. Made from oak, really hard shit. Expensive too in this day and age. Josh's patio reminded me of like a mob meeting place or something. Just the way of he talked always reminded me of a mob guy, even though I knew damn well this guy did nothing. Josh lived on his own and he liked it like that. Money was never a real problem for him. Before the stock market crisis of 34' his parents had invested a ton of money into a trust account for him. After several account matuarations he was well made.

"Have a fuckin sit you whore!"
"Ok ok, jeez what's the big deal?"
"Well do you remember that incident that happened with the middle east, the one with the discovery of the madagratze?"
"Yeah what about it?"
"Well I guess on the news today, the middle east has collaborated with russia and you know what that means."
"Oh jesus, that means it's pretty much us and them, I mean espeically with every other country with their own civil wars and epidemics. There's no way they'd get involved even if every fat fuck politiican wanted to. They just can't."
"Exactly, and I've been thinking lately..."
"Oh yeah about what?"
"Well I mean with this new update, and the majority of homeless people chanting 'beware the water' and shit like that; I wonder if they know something?"
"Well what's going on with the capital? I mean did they respond at all to this?"
"Oh come on you know how every little threat is thrown at our government."
"Let me guess there was a "no worry" speech on T.V. and the big guy has decided that we will welcome any danger and go face it because we are supreme?
"Well you pretty much hit the nail on the head there buddy."
"Heh whaddya expect out of our own government." I said

The clock rang three bells and I had totally forgotten about work. "Shit! Josh I gotta catch ya later man! I'm late for work!"
"Ok well you stop by later and just maybe we'll burn our nation's flag heh?"
"(laughs) right on! later alligator!"

I exited his patio door and walked out onto the streets. These streets never changed. It's as if there was always the same amount of trash. The same amount of business suits walking. The same amount of young adults walking down the streets. The same couples holding hands walking down the avenue. Like everything was in a timeless era. I started up the street. I worked at multi-business orientated building approximately 50 stories high. The front entrace hall was always littered with homeless. It was so annoying. I worked on all the floors. I was a mail carrier. I delivered everywhere in the building. There was a team of us. Each of us would be assigned a section to the building with our totes and letters that had already been sorted out. The front entrance man was a sterotypical security guard. Tall, bald, and spoke in monotone. "Good afternoon Ma.." "Sorry Steve, I gotta get down there and clock in I'm runnin late!" "Oh I know how that goes." I opened the door labeled "Employees Only" and thats when it happened. The ground shook violently and the lights went out for a second only to be returned with the emergency power. Another violent shake happened and threw me down on my back. The windows outside showed people falling to ground. Another shake happened and then I finally saw what these shakes were. They were bombs falling from the skies. People were being thrown from these explosions that were closed to them. I put my hands the ground and pushed myself up. Upon standing, a sudden alarm was heard and the emergency lights were flashing maroon. "Code maroon, we're under terroistic attack." They taught you this kinda shit just so you know. One less person that is running around in complete pandemonium. At least that's the way I looked at it. I started thinking about those people upstairs. I needed to see what was happening outside. I ran around a hoarde of crying people in the lobby area and pushed the doors open. I looked left and right and saw people lying the streets. Bombs were still hitting the ground, I could feel them. I looked up and saw my building on fire. It was as if someone took a rifle and fired quail shot and this building. I ran back inside the building. Steve ran to me and shouted "We're under attack, according to the folks on the west coast they're fucked like us. Every major city is being bombed like this!!"
"Even the midwest?" I asked. "Yeah!" That's when I fell to the ground and I stayed down. And that's the last thing I remember.

I opened my eyes. The place was quiet. I moved my head around. Steve was gone. I tried to get up when suddenly three men in chemical suits came in and exclaimed "Don't Move!"

To Be Continued...

Mu

Mr. Shiver I'm glad you sent a line.
Euphoria's endearing.
But it's cold,
We might as well retire.
To the drawer where all used things resign.

Mr. shiver, in the river,
You were sold.
You were told.
I do, I do.
If we make it over the mountain.

Dressed in leather, red ball and vault attire;
The most ironic place to be is easy...
Between my finger and the blade, right before I let the used resign.

Mr. shiver, in the river,
You were sold.
You were told.
I do, I do.
If we make it over the mountain.

You might lose the one you choose.
You might lose who won you times ten.

Past to Next

These past months I have got to meet you and all of your worth.
These past months I have seen a lot in you.
These past months have been awesome to know you.
These past months have been confusing for me.

So ya know...

For the next months, I hope we do meet again
Because it's so sweet to see you.
You make my heart jump in every which way
For the next months, maybe we'll hang out.
For the next months, we'll help each other out I know.

I don't want to forget about the fun times.
And for god's sake, I don't want to let things fall to shambles

Because I'm not all that special and I need someone who lets me know I am.

So I'll come right out and say it, I'm glad to have met you and all your ways.

....Will Return At.....

On Thursday, July 5th, I will be chaperoning for a group of kids that have signed up for the UNITY conference in Oklahoma City.

(I hope our hotel won't blow up)...

(its a bad joke i know...)

Anyways, I have finally turned the age of 18. And on that day signifies my acceptance among other members of the Upper Sioux Community. Which not only means I can vote, buy porn, buy cigs, and gamble; but I also receive money every month.

What have I done with my first payment you ask?

Well besides buying assloads of cds...

I bought:
An HD DVD Player
Assload of HD DVD's
THE DARKNESS (BADASS VIDEO GAME!!! FAVORITE)
The occasional hooker here and there
And I have started to take deep appreciation for Roulette.

Any other machine I've played it often just takes your money and thats it. Whereas Roulette will give you suspense, heartache, and joy all with in one spin. Damn what a fine game it is. Besides the video chick attendant is pretty hot.....(yeah you know what i mean!)

So I will post any crazy stories about me getting ice @ 4 in the morning only to be greeted by Norm Macdonald and I will then after 12 minutes of meeting Norm be greeted by Amanda Harris and then eating White Castle with these two....oh how I can wish...

I'll be back around the 11th.

As they say in Dakota...

Toksta! (Later!)

Missing you already,

The Dignified Doppleganger

Manwhores Delux (courtesy of CNN)

Don't believe the "nervousness" from Radcliffe I'd say, two things: A. He is Harry Potter B. He is a goddamn celebrity. Shame I say. Shame & guilt....

TOKYO, Japan (AP) -- First kisses can be tricky. Even for Harry Potter.

Daniel Radcliffe, in Tokyo for the world premiere of the latest Harry Potter movie, said it took a few takes to overcome the nerves of getting the young wizard through his first on-screen kiss.

And even then, he didn't really feel the magic.

"When we started it, we were both a bit nervous," Radcliffe said at a news conference Friday.

"But after the first few takes, it was sort of like any other scene, which is never really what people want to hear. It doesn't really feel any different, because you are still acting."

In "Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix," the latest instalment in the megahit series based on J.K. Rowling's books, Harry comes of age and has his first on-screen kiss, with longtime crush Cho Chang, played by Katie Leung.

It was a big moment for Harry -- if not for Radcliffe.

Producer David Heyman said director David Yates cleared the set to create more intimacy for the scene and the crew crowded around a monitor to watch.

"The makeup artist, who's known Daniel really well from the age of 10, she shed a tear," Heyman said. "For me, it was quite moving."

"Order of the Phoenix" opens in the United States on July 11 and in Britain the next day.

Radcliffe said Japan was a natural place for the world premiere -- probably half of their fan mail comes from Japan, he said, and the hundreds of thousands of letters they receive are "beautifully presented."

"We once got a gift which I didn't quite understand," Radcliffe said. "It was a sort of big ear."

The movie opens as Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry is undergoing a gradual takeover by the bureaucratic Ministry of Magic and its emissary, Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher Dolores Umbridge (Imelda Staunton).

A sense of impending doom is heightened by a series of nightmares that link Harry ever more closely to the devilish Voldemort.

The next Harry-related frenzy will be the publication of the seventh and final book, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," on July 21.

The first Harry Potter movie was released in 2001. Radcliffe and co-stars Emma Watson and Rupert Grint, who play Harry's friends Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley, have been at the center of the Potter storm for almost half their lives.

All three stars have signed up for the final two Potter films.

In the next film, it will be Ron Weasley's character, played by Rupert Grint, who will be doing most of the kissing. Auditions for the role of his kissing co-star Lavender Brown are currently being held in London.

The Harry Potter books have been translated into 65 languages and sold more than 325 million copies since the first volume, "Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone," was published in 1997. The book was published in the United States with the title "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone."

Week

HAHAHAHAHAHA That's the crazy shinadigans I've ever heard about Chris Benoit. For those who don't know him. He is a Canadian Pro Wrestler. Damn Canadians.....

However...

For the past three days, two compadres and myself have been cleaning the shit out of my basement. It's been one long struggle. It didn't get too horrific until we looked above us...Never in my life, I've seen so many spiders. It was almost like Lord of The Rings, Shelob and all....

But now that is over and done

You Know Who You Aren't

YOu.

I don't know why yoU do it. Why you waste time.
Why you try to find deepeR meaNing in the word wAste.

Waste - Verb, Noun, Adjective.....etc.

You poison the waters we drink. You bait every hook. You Know so littlE.
When times change you are like a two Dollar whore. Stay for the night, but gone in the morning and you've found someone new to cling onto. When philosophy takes a back seat sliDe is it reAlly a magical line? Or is it personal satisfaction of viewing human interaction? Am I and those you know a reality T.V. show for you? Does 139 minutes (give or take with credits) change your life? Well by the time you're done reading this I will have at least suprised you in some way. You can say you saw my bluff, but know this. Sooner or later they'll be throwin quarters at you on stage. You can keep your arrogant high horse, you can keep your strive for originality, you can keep your fucking habits, and go find a new dark hole to crawl in. You can find new people to infect.

For these are new times, when people change over time. (not in a few words conversation)


You never knew me, you blast all of my friends you rumormonger.
You constantly compare your ego to others and boast yourself up for nothing.
You think you're so cool?
Keep going and you'll see.

Leave me alone.

I don't wanna waste anymore time with you.

"Guys, guess what I just heard....Buddy Guy, it's great stuff." - (YND)

The rest of us stare in silence....

I'll teach you to calm down.

You'll teach me to come out of my shell.

For these future times; please remember who we are.

And for all we stand; having confidence is what makes us strong.

Take away this space and it's just you and I.



Here I am revealed; there you are calm.

Let's go.

Upcoming

Resident Evil: Extinction RELEASE DATE: September 21st 2007


My thoughts:
Well I will be honest I have been a hardcore Resident Evil fan since way back to the days of Resident Evil for Playstation featuring Chris Redfield on the front with a shotgun in hand all the way till the revoluntionary and ground breaking Resident Evil 4. I also made character charts from all the games and have also mapped out all their characters. I thoroughly enjoy all the Resident Evil games except for Resident Evil Outbreak and Resident Evil Survivor and Resident Evil Dead Aim. The following games really were just more or less like "Hey lets make more money by having suckers buy our product just because it has some zombies in it." I'm sorry the main Resident Evil games always uncovered a bit more of the mysterious Umbrella Corporation and all of its secrets; whereas "those I don't speak of" are BS games.

Anyways, I have also read all of the books associated with the main story of the Resident Evil series and I have enjoyed all of them. My favorite though has to be "Resident Evil: Nemesis" So good.

Now my thoughts on the movies....
The Resident Evil movies have always been a bit off base from the original story line of the video games. I enjoyed them but they are always times where I would like to see more revealing storyline and who is to blame for the first two movies. Goddamn Paul S. Anderson. That man has screwed up two video game franchises I highly enjoy. He messed up Aliens Vs. Predator and Resident Evil/Resident Evil: Apocalypse. If he ever goes near the Metal Gear Solid franchise or Final Fantasy or any other highly acclaimed video game franchise I will....ugh.......

But then again beggars can't be choosers....

Since now for the time being I can only access blogger through when my coworkers eyes are fixated on their screens my posts could be limited for awhile

But sooner or later, I'll be ranting on Metal Gear Solid, Chrono Trigger, and other video game franchises that captured thousands....